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I just realized that I’m in deep, probably in over my head, in hotter water than I guessed before, probably because they turned the temperature up while I was in it.
I’ve been a shipper ever since I picked up one of my mom’s romance novels. Marcus/Shari. Dave/Kate. I could go on (thank you, Dee Henderson!)
Then I went through a stage where I didn’t like romance at all. I think I was just bored with sexual tension, whatever they call it these days… anyway, I thought everyone was just being stupid. I didn’t have time for that sort of thing. I was inΒ high school.
And now… I’m shipping again. I think it started slow, with Obi-Wan/Siri–Siriwan, as it’s often called. I thought I was a Obitine (Obi-Wan/Satine) shipper, but then I realized, nope, Siriwan to the core. They’re a better contrast and they fit together better. (Though I think the whole arc with Satine back in Season Two was excellently done and very much in character for Obi-Wan, which is sadly a thing–there’s a whole subgenre of Out-Of-Character Syndrome dedicated to Obi-Wan shippings.) And then came Steve and Peggy (how could I not love these two?! His crush on her was just so precious.), and Pepperony (I probably love that ship name way too much…) I also ship Halt/Pauline and Horace/Evanlyn. Though for some reason, I don’t ship Will/Alyss much, but that’s probably because I haven’t finished reading the series yet. (I think the Will/Alyss angle was a bit rushed in the first book, to be honest.)
I also (maybe?) ship Horatio/duty or Horatio/his ship.
(That was a very sad attempt at a joke. I’m sorry. I will refrain from joking again throughout the rest of this post.)
And now, for the first time, I’m trying to write a ship of my own.
What am I getting myself into?!
I know I can’t write romance. I am no good at writing romance. I could not write romance to save my life. Apart from the casual background Pepperony, I always end up writing Siriwan more platonic. (Which works well, because as well as being the adorable lovebirds we know they are, they’re also BFFs 4 life!)
It’ll be fun, I said. Back it up with suspense and action and you’ll be fine, I said. What are you so worried about?! I said.
I. Am. Toast.
I’m so scared I’m going to mess it up. I love these two, I really do, but… I don’t know if I can write them in a relationship. I’ve tried writing background romance before and it never felt right. I can write about two people who are already in love, who love each other very much–that’s easy. But two people falling in love?
That’s outside my experience. And I frankly don’t know where to start. (No, stop thinking about setting me up on dates. And, for that matter, please do not diagnose me, even in the privacy of your minds, as asexual–I think that I’m just waiting for the right partner. In fact, please don’t diagnose me at all. I don’t like being diagnosed. Even if having a legit ADHD diagnosis would make college easier–much easier… Or anything, really. I don’t need it, honestly. I can handle this. Let’s save it for people who actually need it, please.)
I know how my parents show that they love each other. That’s easy. But I’m not sure how to show people falling in love.
I guess that, looking back, it’s all up to Louisa May Alcott: writing romantic love is nearly impossible if you’ve been single all your life, and either totally understated or overstated, depending on who is doing the reading.
I noticed a few things about my romance reading habits, too:
- It had to be by one of a specific few authors (mostly Dee Henderson and Irene Hannon.)
- I couldn’t sit through a novel that was all romance, either. It had to have suspense or action/adventure in it, too.
- Never could stand so-called “sexual tension”, for some reason. If there was physical attraction, it couldn’t be just lust. And I much preferred the people who fell in love with others because of their personalities.
I suppose I just need help. Even if I knew the answer to this riddle, I’d need help.
So this is a shoutout: Can I get a couple of beta readers to help me write the scenes with Alex/Connor in them? Because if you’d read those scenes for me and help me out, I’d be in your debt forever.
Thanks for reading, and God Bless.
P.S. Umm, I probably don’t have to say this, but… CHRISTIAN FICTION FOREVER!!! (Sorry, just felt like shouting it from the rooftops… and yes, this is Christian near-future sci-fi/action/psychological thriller/suspense. It’s not preachy, though. Christian in atmosphere, no reading between the lines required π )
coruscantbookshelf said:
I’m in. Might be a little lag time, but I’ll do it.
erinkenobi2893 said:
Okay. Thanks. π
sarahtps said:
If it’s just going to be scenes and not the entire novel, I’d be happy to help. π
Also, on showing people falling in love: my advice is to definitely have them start by becoming friends and then each one gradually realizes how much the other means to him/her. Have them confide in each other when possible- or, alternately, they can keep secrets to protect each other. (Or they can do both at once.) Have each one find him/herself thinking of or being reminded of the other when he/she is alone and not really realizing just how many things make him/her think of that other person. Just a few suggestions. π
erinkenobi2893 said:
Okay. Thanks for the advice! I’ll definitely follow it π
proverbs31teen said:
*cough* I’m writing a story that’s a romance/mystery. Whyyyy am I doing this???
erinkenobi2893 said:
I think I know the feeling…
Emmarayn Redding said:
I’d love to be a beta reader!
I don’t have any first hand romantic experience, but I’ve had plenty of crushes. While I can’t claim to be an expert on love, I do have the general idea what it’s like to grow ‘fond’ of someone. If nothing else, I can tell you as a reader whether I felt the relationship was romantic or not. If you can make me “fall in love” with the guy, then you’re probably doing well. π
(On advice for writing a romantic relationship- which I’ve done- I agree with what Sarah said up there ^_^)
erinkenobi2893 said:
Okay, thanks. π I still don’t feel all that confident, just glad I have a support network π
writefury said:
I agree with Sarahtps. Just make it a great friendship, then at one crucial point, shift it a little. The characters might be surprised at this, but that’s fine. You’re the author and you can do whatever. π (I’m just going off of what I’ve liked in books. I’ve never really written romance, though…)
Oh, awkwardness is good too. But just in small doses.
You got a laugh out of me with the Horatio joke, too. XD I don’t usually ship, but for that, I’ll make an exception…
erinkenobi2893 said:
Okay, that sounds good. X-D
X-P Glad it got a laugh! Horatio is really good at what he does, so we can excuse him π
Nice avatar, by the way! X-D
writefury said:
Thanks! “Drop. Your. Sword.” XD
erinkenobi2893 said:
*jumps on top of the bureau drawers* You’ll never take me alive! π
writefury said:
*runs over* Here, it needs to be a fair fight. *tosses you a sword*
erinkenobi2893 said:
*backflips off the bureau* Who said I need a sword??? *grabs Cap’s shield* Have at thee! >;-D
writefury said:
*eyes widen* oookay… *is jealous* I was going for a spar, but… *eyebrow wiggle* how d’you want it? To the death? To the pain?
erinkenobi2893 said:
To the… let’s see. Maybe to the awkward. π *readies shield* FOR FRODO!
writefury said:
To the awkward it is! XD *charges* first one to be awkward loses! Oh, wait. *looks at situation*
erinkenobi2893 said:
Never mind, it’s fun anyway. BEGONE, TURNIPS OF EVIL! π
writefury said:
I agree. *slashes a turnip of evil* Now for the parsnips of wickedness! Charge!
erinkenobi2893 said:
EULALIA!!!! *charges*
writefury said:
Ready the canons, men! Their tougher than we thought! *takes a stab at one*
erinkenobi2893 said:
*stomps on one* *sets another on fire* YAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! X-D FINALLY! Merlin’s lessons are finally coming through!!!
writefury said:
FIIIIIRE!! (Booooom!) *turnip and parsnip pieces fly in all directions* We are victorious! Roasted veggie dinners for everyone!
erinkenobi2893 said:
I’d be careful of actually eating these, though. They might be poisonous. π
writefury said:
True, true… In that case, package them up and we’ll mail them to our enemies.
erinkenobi2893 said:
π Heehee…
writefury said:
We have defeated many enemies today, friend. *shakes your hand* It’s been a pleasure. π
erinkenobi2893 said:
Indeed! I look forward to our next battle. π
writefury said:
I will as well. *salutes* π
erinkenobi2893 said:
X-D