Wow, it’s been forever since I posted any Star Wars stuff on here. Here, have a flash fiction.
Summary: A brief meditation on how history repeats itself. Warning: Dark, with visions of the past and future. Enjoy!
“He is… the Chosen One. Train him.” Qui-Gon reached up, stroking Obi-Wan’s cheek. Obi-Wan felt his skin burn under the touch, bubbling, blistering, crackling, curling up and away. This could not have hurt more if Qui-Gon had had only recriminations to offer.
For the first time in his life, Obi-Wan Kenobi understood Xanatos.
The death of a father—it hurt. It should scar.
There was no way to respond to this. There was nothing that could ever compare to this.
He understood Xanatos. He hated it. It burned like poison on his tongue. And he was just as guilty as Xanatos ever was, his hands stained with the blood of his father’s killer. No different from Xanatos.
He could not forgive Xanatos, he wouldn’t. He couldn’t forgive himself.
This was the moment when Obi-Wan Kenobi fell from grace.
The charred remains fell away, and he looked forward, through the ashes of the veil.
Around him the Temple burned. Bodies were heaped, scattered in a macabre vignette, like wilted, twisted flowers. He looked into the venomous eyes of—someone—friend, student, brother—I have failed you, I have failed you—I loved you!—and knew that this was what he was. The one who would plunge the galaxy into the dark with all the best of intentions.
Logically he knew that this wasn’t quite true, but the passion overwhelmed him, swamped him, overturned and drowned him.
And then, he was walking away, into shadow, guiding the small hands that might offer redemption—back to Tattoine, then, Master Kenobi?—and he knew what he had to do.